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伊加勒斯×龙崎。。。

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Kem Belia Ke 33 - ORANJE

Well , This Few Days Kem I Was So Excited...........
I Was Miss My Kem Belia , Group Friend..........

Day 1~~~
Morning Going To Wake Up At 5 AM.........
But When I Wake Up , OMG !!! 6 AM !!!!
6.30 Going To At There..........
Don't Think Too Much..........
Quickly Take Bag , Rush To The HQ..........
Lucky No Late........HeHe !!!
7 AM , First Modul Start !!!
After That , Going To Open Ceremony Kem Belia..........
Taking The Bus Go To Eco Village , Hulu Langat...........
2 Hours To Reach There.............
Then The Bus Cant Going Up.............So All People Use Walk............
When Reach There , Is Going To Making The Khemah...........
Then All Day Also Going To Run !!!!!
At Night , Is Eating Time !!!
Night De Ok Lah , But A Bit Boring.........
Then 4 AM , Time To Duty............
Sleepy But Also Need To Duty...........Until 6 AM...........
Then Don't Need Sleep , Because Is The Time To Wake Up............

Day 1 , We Are Number 6,7/10 ( Same With Other Team , Samba )

Day 2~~~
Senaman Pagi........Ok Lah , But A Bit Tried..........
Pehimpunan Pagi , Suddenly Kena Down 33 Times........
They Say , Seorang Sahaja !!! Kenapa Semua Keluar !!!
Then They Ikrar , OMG...........
Kena Down 33 TIme Again..........=='''
The Laporan Going To Make Me Crazy.........
Kena Marah Again , Because Write Something Wrong.............
But , It Work !!!! Hehe..........
Then Next Laporan Write ,No Comment...........
12 PM Check Laporan , Kem Kom Say All SU Write No Comment.........
=='''................Zai Dao !!!!!
Modul Is Fun And Good !!!
Untill Modul ' The A-Team '............Tarik Tali !!!
We All Thinking , Cant Win De ah !!!!
But , Our Team Win All Team !!!! Yes !!!!
Then EXCO Say , Oranje VS EXCO..........OMG !!!
Then 1 , 2, 3.........We All Become Superman / Superwomen............
Fly Away.........Hahahahah.......xD
Then Is Most Fun Modul In This Day , War Game !!!!!
EXCO Become Member , Not AJK !!!! Hahahahah !!!!
VAD 43 Become Enemy...........
Mission Is..........Protect Paper !!!!
But The Main Mission Is , Kena Kao Kao The EXCO !!!!
Too Powerul Liao.........Trow TaNah Lait , Tepung , Water...........
Last Want Is , EGG !!!!
To Protect The Paper , We Protect The EXCO First............
Becaus They Wear The Paper............
The Second Last The Place.........I Use Hand To Defend The Egg !!!!
PAIN !!!! Until Today Still Pain !!!!!
At Last , EXCO Kena Telur , By Us............Hahahah
And Trow She To The Kolam............
Night , Eating Time !!! Tender Got Liao !!!!
Yes !!! Finally Got Tender !!!! ( P/S : Tender Can Add Marks !!! )
Then B-team Pesident Say To Us..........Malam Hawaii Pun Nak Tender !!!!
Then , Malam Hawaii.............First Is Modul Henry Dunant !!!!!
20 Question , I Help My Team Get 3 Question.........
2 Correct , 1 Wrong..........Add 20 Marks !!!!!
Then Is, Sosial !!!!
I Too Like Sosial...........!!!
Night , Duty Time.........Cant Sleep Again........12AM..........
One Hour Go And Check..........
One More Hours , Find Place , SLEEP !!!
Too Tried.........2 AM , Someone Tell Go Base Keselamatan Liao............
I Wake Up , Go There , Check , Go Back My Khemah.........SLEEP !!!!
Then Got Member Tell Me An My Ketua.........( Me And Ketua Sleep Together )
4AM Only..........Then Sleep Few Minuted , Go And Kumpul Liao !!!!!
OMG , Not 4 am , IS 6AM !!!!
WEar The Shoe , Rush To There..........
Day 2 , We At Number 5

Day 3~~~
Is The Last Day Stay At Camp.........
Morning Same........10.30 , Latihan Kumpulan............
Ketua Is Very Very Stress And Pek Cek.........(I Can Feel )
11.30 , Juggle Trekking !!! Yes !!!!!
Then Go To There Very Hard !!!! Got Leech !!!
When We Reach The Waterfall , Check........OMG !!!
Left Leg Got 3 Leech , Right Leg Got 2 Leech...........
Then AJK Quick Use Salt , Then Use Leaf Jatuhkan Leech !!!
Then At The Waterfall , SU Kumpul , EXCO Want To Play WE All !!!
Then , Leech Again At My Left Leg.........EXCO Do The Same Thing.........
OMG !!! My Shoe !!!!! Sayonara.........
One Shoe Left.........T.T
Go Back Also One Shoe Only.........T.T
Then My Ketua Borrow Me The Shoe............Wear It
( Haiz......Always Like That De )
Reach To Eco Village.......... Commando Challenge !!!!
Ok Lah , Easy.........But The First Want Got A Lot Of Stone.........Pain !!!!
Good Job !!! My Team !!!!
Malam Kebudayaan , Ur Performance Is Great !!!
Then Blue Samurai Also Good !!!!
Then Play With EXCO !!!
Na Ne Na Na Ne Na Naaaaa!!!!!!
We All Say , AAAaaaaaaa !!!!
HAhahahah , Funny !!!
Then EXCO Do Sight Shut Up !!!!
Sad Song.........Oh No !!!!!
Sad Time Is Start !!!!! Too Fast Liao !!!!!
KumPul High School Member , Because Got Something To Say !!!!
We Say Something , ( Delete ).............( P/S : Cant Let All People Know ) !!!
Duty..........Cancel !!!!! Yeah !!!!!!

Day 3 , Number 5 !!!!

Day 4 , Last Day !!!
When Start Camping , I Will Stress Myself............
Especially Last Day............Last Battle !!!
But , I Was Too Stress , Do A Lot Wrong Thing !!!
When Team Test..........Ketua Tell Me Don't Afraid...........
So , Team Success !!!!
Last Eating With Friend........Free Go To There , Go to Here......
After Eat , Roboh Khemah !!!!
Then To Dewan To Give Award !!!!!
We Get Outstanding Team And The Best Team Test !!!!!!
But Cant get Top 3............
Ketua Is Sad , I Tell Him Don't Be Sad..........
But Myself Also Sad.............Very Sad...........
When Going Back To Bus...........We Are Back !!!!!
Playing , Joking , Eating..........Happy !!!!!!
But 2 Hours To HQ , I Sleep Liao , Can Tahan Liao !!!!
I Wake Up Few Second , I See All People At Bus Sleep Liao.........
Except Bus Driver Lah !!!!!
Reach HQ , Give Back Beg , Give Thing ( Hamper )
Bye Bye !!!! The Camp Is End...........So Fast...........
I Going Back To Home , Ketua Send Me A SMS.............
He Say Thank You , Sorry He Is Not A Good ' Sample '...............Bla Bla Bla
i Say At FB ,Sorry..............Anything Lah............

Last Day , Number 4 !!!!

This Camp Is Best Kem That I Have Going.............
But Also Is The Most Stress Camp That I Have Going..........
Kem Belia Is Good.........
Got Happy , Sad , Marah , Pain.............

Sir Say , Boy Is Thinking Scout , PKBM Is Better That BSMM.........
But BSMM Is Good , Camping , Leadership...........Every Day Team Member Meeting.........
Know Bertanggungjawab , Berdikari.............
YES !!! If Me , BSMM Is The Best...........
I Have Join A Lot Of Unit Uniform.........
This Is The Best Unit Uniform That I Join !!!!

Very Disappointed

Why !! Why !! Why !!
Why Again Doing Same Mistake !!!
That Is Simpul 8 , Why I Ikat Until Overhead !!!
Why !!! Laporan SU Kena Marah Already..........
Why !!! Rawatan PC Learn Many Time Already , Still Can Do Wrong........
Still Can Do The Same Mistake..........
Kawat Bunga Do Wrong Things.........
Very Pek Cek !!!
I Try Very Hard Already , Still Cant Help Ketua Get Top 3..........
Ketua Is Very Disappointed When Know He Cant Get Top 3..........
Why I Will Stress Myself...........When Started Camp.........
Too Stress , Making My Vision Not Clear..........
My Mind , My Mood Will Be Affect When I Was Stress..........
Until Cant Cotrol Myself..........
Haiz , I Am Very Disappointed About Myself............

Friday, November 26, 2010

This Few Day Not Going To Online , For Kem Belia !!!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Happy Day !!!!

Today No Meeting..........
Petty Happy !! Because No Need Wake Up So Early..........
Today Watching ' Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow '..........
Go To There , So Many People..........
Almost People Say , Going To Watch ' Skyline '...........
Or Not Is Harry Potter...........
When I Going With My Sister............
OMG !!! Full !!!
Luckily We Using Booking...........^^
The Harry Potter Is Very Very Very Nice !!!
But , A Lot Of Characters Death.........TT
Still Need To Wait Part 2.............
Haiz........So Fast Going To End My Wizard Dream.............

Then , Kem Belia Is Very Near Already.........
Is Time Keep My Movie Dream..........
Focus To Kem Belia First...........
3 Days Left...........

Challenge is by choice,Failure is only when you stop trying!!

Happy Day !!!!

Today No Meeting..........
Petty Happy !! Because No Need Wake Up So Early..........
Today Watching ' Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow '..........
Go To There , So Many People..........
Almost People Say , Going To Watch ' Skyline '...........
Or Not Is Harry Potter...........
When I Going With My Sister............
OMG !!! Full !!!
Luckily We Using Booking...........^^
The Harry Potter Is Very Very Very Nice !!!
But , A Lot Of Characters Death.........TT
Still Need To Wait Part 2.............
Haiz........So Fast Going To End My Wizard Dream.............

Then , Kem Belia Is Very Near Already.........
Is Time Keep My Movie Dream..........
Focus To Kem Belia First...........
3 Days Left...........

Challenge is by choice,Failure is only when you stop trying!!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Pek Cek + Busy + Stress +Tried............

This Few Days Very Busy ,
Very Stress , Very Tried And Very Pek Cek........
This Few Also Cant Sleep Well.........
Because To Prepare The Kem Belia.........
Do The Buku Laporan SU..........
Stress Until Going To Crazy........
Because Kem Belia Still Got 4 Days Left.........
Performance , Kawat Bunga Need To Prepare..........
Stress + Pek Cek + Tried...........

Busy..........
Busy For SU Thing.........
Busy For Performance........
Busy For Laporan..........
Busy For Tender........

Pek Cek..........
Pek Cek Because Member Always Not Coming Meeting..........
Pek Cek Because My SU Thing Not Very Good............
Pek Cek Because Kem Belia Got Few Days Only.............

Stress..........
Stress To My Rawatan PC........
Stress To My Kawat Kaki........
Stress To My Ikatan........
Stress To My Stamina...........

Tried..........
Tried Because Didn't Get Well Sleep...........
Tried Because SU Things..........
Tried Because Kawat Kaki Not Perfect..........

This Few Days..........
Pek Cek + Busy + Stress +Tried............

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Taklimat 2.........@.@

Today Is Taklimat 2...........
Morning Kena Saman..........( I Hate It )
Then Today Perhimpunan Pagi..........
We Got 4 Member From My Team..........
Hahahah.........XD
Then Today We Shout Tepukan Plus Sorakan.........
Maybe Our Team Member Not Hafar Yet , Not Good...........
Then , They Tuip To Call All SU............
I Was Think , OMG !!!
Only Me Is Boys !?
Going To Pengsan.............x.x
Then I Didt Do Finish Buku Laporan SU............
Because No Idea.........( No Any Idea )

Persembahan , Sir And The Encik Cik Very Happy...........
Laughing Like Crazy...........
Sir Say Ok , We Happy A Day...........
Hahahahah.....xD
Rawatan PC And Kawat Berbunga Is The Next Challenge !!!!
PC , 20 minits Only , Kawat Berbunga , Must GOOD !!!

Kem Belia Ke-32 , One Week Left !!!
Challenge Is By Choice , Failure Is Only When You STOP TRYING !!!!
Remember !!!!
Stop Trying = Failure !!!

Friday, November 19, 2010

I Am So Useless.......

Why ?! Why ?! Why ?!
Why Always Like That..........
Always Forgot Things.........
Just A Simple Thing..........
Why I Will Always Forgot........
Then The Laporan SU Also Forgot Give.........
Vincent , Vincent , Vincent.........
What The Hell You Are Doing........!!!
Today Kawat Also Making A Lot Mistake............
Little Thing Also Can Forgot , Do Wrong.............
Kem Belia Still Got One Week Only...........


I Am So Useless!!!!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Why I Love BSMM.......??

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"
"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"
"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain"
"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain"
"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"
"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"
"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"
"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"
"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"

This Is The Sosial I Most Remember , Most Like........
When I Was Form 2........
I Join BSMM........
At Firstly I Was Not Really Like BSMM........
Because I Think BSMM Is Not Better That ST.John
But , When Got One Activities Is Call MPAB From BK.......
That Time , I Was Feel BSMM Are Very Friendly , Very Warm........
Because When I Was Form 1 , I Join Other Unit Uniform..........
They Make Me Feel , Not Very Good , And Someone Are Sombong.......

When I Was Going Kem Belia Ke-32........
My PC Not Good , But They Teach Me In Kindly.........
When Start Camping , I Was Say , OMG !!!
Because It Was Very " Gempah "........
Sir Always Remember Me.........( I Don't Know Why )
He Was So Kind........
I Forever Remember Malam Ketiga........
Make Us Cry , Making Us Always Remember This Time........

When I Was Form 2........
I Friend Say Why Don't What " Bla Bla Bla " Uniform.........
He Say BSMM Kawat Kaki Not Good........
They Unit Strong , Bla Bla Bla........
But , I Love BSMM Sosial.........
I Love BSMM Rawatan PC........
I Love BSMM Camping..........

This Unit Can Say Is My Most Longest Unit That I Join........
Because , I Was Found I Right Unit........
The Unit Can Make Me Forever Love This Unit..........
Can Make Me , Not Going To Leave This Unit........


I LOVE RC , RED CRESCENT !!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Suddenly.....!!!

Today It Just A Team Meeting........
Suddenly !!! Our SU , Charu Are Not Coming Yet........( Setiausaha )
We Also Don't Know How To Do.........
Because Need To Write Laporan Harian..........
Nvm.......We Start Meeting First.........
After Few Minuted , We Have A Shock New.........
Charu Is Going Back To B-Team Again........
So , Our Team Is Losing A SU , Need To Think A New SU..........
Suddenly !!! My Ketua And Fasilator Look At Me............
Ketua Say , You Can Be SU Or Not ?
My Mind Thinking , OMG !!!!
I Didn't Have Any Experience About SU..........
But I Say.........Ok........

But......Today I Was Write My First SU Laporan...........
I Am Pek Cek , Crazy............
Because , Got A Lot Of Think Need To Write............
But I Don't Know How To Do...........
So I Ask My Ketua...........
But I Was Know I Write Wrong Things..........
OMG !!!...........Pengsan...........
Very Pek Cek Because I Don't Know How To Do.............
Until I Write Wrong Pengsan At Facebook..........

But This Is Only The Start...........
Still Got Kem , Laporan Harian , Laporan Modul.............
But Maybe I Just Now Be SU..........
So I Will Like That.........

Haiz...........Now , Worried About Kem.........
Worried If My Laporan Not Good........
Will Tolak Markah...............

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Go Go Orange !!!

My Kem Belia Team Is.............Orange !!!
But I Am Not The Ketua Or Penolong........
Just A Member Of My Team.........
Disappointed........Cant Get Ketua Or Penolong...........
The Ketua , Penolong And Setiausaha Is Too...........Powerful......=='''
But Today , I Lafaz Ikrar Ay HQ.........
Wow........ Luckily I Am Not Forgot..........xD

But I Thinking Back..........
When I Was Be Penolong At Camp Tutti...........
I Very Pek Cek...........Until Almost Going To Crazy...........
Maybe I Was Too Early To Get High Jawatan...........
Until Cannot Control Myself..........
They Are More Experience...........
It Is Disappointed , But I Still Got Time........
Because They Are Form 4 , Maybe Is They Last Camp.........
So , I Give Her As Penolong.........Without Protest...........

Our Sorakan Is Cute..........
It Is ' Kami Bukan Orang Gay , Kami Orange '
Cute And Good , Tepukan Also Good..........^^
But , I Am Going To Crazy This Month...........
Because Still Got 1 Week Is Taklimat 2..........
Next Next Week Is Kem Belia...........( So Fast !!! )
I Am Going To Remember , Doing Something............

Kem Belia 14 Days Left !!!
( Ah !!!! So Fast )
Next Week Going To Done Performance , Name Tag , Bendera........
Bla Bla Bla............(OMG !! Pengsan........xp )
Going To Get Ready..............
To My Performance , PC , Kawat , Sosial..........
Most Important Is................My Stamina..........xD

Maybe I am Not Update Blog For Few Week..........
To Ready My Kem...........
So.........Sayonara !!!!

( P/S : My Computer Chinese Input Was Deleted By My Sister )

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

最近没事发生。。。
不过有关于Kem Belia 33的事。。。
我会写的哦。。。

Saturday, November 6, 2010

这一天,让我深刻。。。

今天原本是Kem Belia的Talimat 1。。。
不过,因为Depavalli而取消。。。
所以在学校Meeting。。。
一大早就Perhipunan Pagi。。。
今天呢,没比上一次Meeting惨。。。
不过,到现在还在脚痛。。。
还要要考试。。。TT
他们问一些很废的问题。。。
一些就有一点难。。。

到Ex-Ketua问了。。。
当我的Ex-Ketua讲,我是什么Jawatan。。。
我就回答。。。
KS 2:Latihan Dan Sosial。。。
他问,主要工作是什么。。。
我就回答,让人开心。。。
当他问,你有做到吗??
我顿时不会回答。。。
因为,我也不清楚。。。
(一些废话割掉。。。xD)
他问,你去Kem时,你有为校争光吗??
我说有,在那时Kem Tutti时Ketua有称赞我。。。
他问,你你那时候是什么Post。。。
我说,Penolong Ketua。。。
(一些废话割掉。。。xD)
他跟我说,你想要做Ketua吗??
我说,想。。。
他又说,你有尊重人吗。。。
我说,有,不过一时。。。
他又跟我说,你想就要尊重人。。。
人才会尊重你。。。
也要对自己有信心。。。
他问我Kem Belia 33 Theme是什么。。。
我就回答。。。(太长了,懒的写)
他问我,我是Failure还是Successor 。。。
我说是Failure。。。
他问为什么。。。
我说因为在Kem Tutti时没有拿Top 3。。。(也就是前三名)
他问我,赢,对我来说重要吗??
我说并不是全部。。。
他说,为什么你说你是Failure。。。
我,顿时无法回答。。。
他也知道我没信心。。。
他也叫我好好想。。。
就叫我回去了

我想,他也是知道我没信心。。。
他问这些,是为了帮着我。。。
我,可能真的太没自信了。。。
现在的Ketua看得出我没自信。。。
像上次B-Team的事。。。
也是因为我没自信。。。
而没加入。。。
唯有找Ex-Ketua咯。。。
嗨,我真的是太没自信了。。。
看来是时候想一想,改一改了。。。

这一天,让我深刻。。。

Friday, November 5, 2010

I Miss You。。。

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

妳。。。能听见吗??
我现在。。。很想念妳。。。

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

。。。长大。。。

讲真的。。。
我真的不想长大。。。
长大,会变很多。。。
变坏,变叛逆。。。
会有很多事烦。。。
为爱情烦。。。
为钱烦。。。

但是。。。
长大期间。。。
你会理财。。。
你会体谅父母。。。
你会独立。。。
最重要是。。。
你会珍惜友情。。。

长大,到底是好还是坏。。。