2011 !!! Brand New Started !!!!

5 , 4 , 3 , 2 ,1 !!!

Happy New Year !!!

Then The Fire Rocket Is Burning !!!!!

Hahaha........That Is At Taipei Lah !!!!!

I Watch The Ceremony At TV Only.............

Anyway..........The True Is , 2011 Is Come To The Earth !!!!!

Goodbye My 2010 Life...........

BSMM Life , School Life , Movie Life.............

2011 , New Life , New Things , New Adventure !!!

My Life Is Getting Harder...........

Mission Also Going To Harder !!!

A Lot Of Friend Say , I Can Feel I Am Growing Taller !!!

Hahaha........Where Got So Fast...........

But , Really , 16 Years Old Going To Grow More Taller.........

Now I Am 170cm Like That........

Hahaha......170cm........Not Enough..........

How Many ?? 180cm !!! I want 180cm !!!

hahahaha...........I Want More Taller..........xD

Next , Back To School , Big Job..........

Going To Science Class Or Sastera Class.........

Sastera Class Pressure Not Big...........

But I Like Science..........

Maybe Choose Sastera 1..............^^

Anyway , Happy New Year To Everyone !!!!

2011........

Woah !!! After Few Days Is 2011 !!!!

Yesterday , I Was Thinking That Target Should Set In 2011...........

Yesterday , Thinking...........Okay !!!!

2011 Target !!!!

1 : Top 10 At Class ( Every Year Sure Got )

2 : Active In BSMM HQ !!!

3 : Help BSMM High School Get Top 10...........

4 : Be Ketua When Kem Tutti And Kem Belia............

5 : Get Top 3 When Camp...........

6 : Be Guai.........At School

7 : Subject English And Account At Least C.............

8 : Don't Too Stress During Camping........... ( MUST !!! )

9 : Don't Do ANY Mistake During Camping ( MUST !!! )

Last , Most Hard...........

8 : Be KUS At High School BSMM

Well , I Am Not Good As My Friend...........

He Is The Great Leader...........

But ,This Is My Mission..........

I Will All The Best At My Mission.............

Don't Know What Is The Feeling To Be Ketua...........

I Saw They Be Ketua During The Camping...........

Like Very Hard , Harder That Penolong , SU..........( Sure Lah !! )

Don't Know I Can Be Or Not...............

Now , Don't Think Too Much........

Vincent , You Sure Can !!!!!

Hi !!! Brand New Mission !!!

2011 , I Challenge You !!!

Year 2010..........

2010.........I Had Live In Is World 15 Years Already..............

Few Days Left , 13 January , I Will Step Out 15 Years Old..............

Step In 16 Years Old..........

End The 2010 BSMM Live............

End The 2010 School Live............

This Year I Got Some Target............

Some Is Success , Some Is Fail.............

Be AJK At BSMM : Success !!!

1A At PMR : Success !!!

Top 10 At Class : Success !!!

Be Leader At Kem Belia 33 : Fail.......

Join B-Team : Fail.......

Active Member At HQ : Success !!!

Get Top 3 At Kem : Fail..........( To The Ketua : Sorry )

Don't Stress Too Much At Camp : Fail.............

Don't Forgot Anythings At Camp : Fail...........

Be Guai ?? : Success !!! ( A Bit Naught Lah )

And Last......No Fail At PMR : Success !!!

So , 6 Success , 5 Fail.............

Anyway , I Am Have A Bad Year In This Year.............

1:PMR , Because PMR , A Lot Activities Cant Go.............

2:Meet Tiong Wee ( Ketua ) At Kem Tutti 15 , He Hor...........Don't Want To Say.............

3:Take Post ' SU ' At Kem Belia 33 , Total Nightmare To Me...........This Post Making Me Crazy , Stress , Pengsan , Pek Cek , Had Be Scold ( Because The Laporan ) During Kem Belia 33

4:Biggest Mistake That I Do When Kem Belia 33 , Total DISAPPOINTED About Myself...............

Anyway , I Want Thank..............

1:See Hui , He Giving A Lot Of ' Peluang ' To Me

2:Ang , Giving Post To Me...........

3:Wen Juin , Help Me A Lot , As Best Best Best Friend To Me

4:My Parents , Give Me A Lot Of Money To Let Me Go Anywhere , Especially BSMM Activities.............

5:Yee Syuan , Give A Lot Of Semangat , Idea To Me............

And Others People That Help Me A Lot..........

Bye , 2010 !!!

Bye , 2010 School Live !!!

Bye , 2010 BSMM Live !!!

Bye , 2010 PMR !!!

Bye , 15 Years Old !!!!!

Friend (2010).........

Friend ?? Izzit Important ??

Hahaha......... Actually Some Friend Is Very Important Lah............

Except Bad Friend..............Hahahaha................

But , Our Life Cant Without Friend................

Because Friend Can Help Us.............

Maybe A Lot Of Mistake We Had Make............

Then We Are Angry Each Others............

But , I Know This Year My Attitude Has Change A Lot..............

Easily Angry , Sad................

And Because Sometimes Camping , Exam..............

Then I Was Very Stress , Unhappy , Pek Cek............

Then You Making Me Angry..................

Then I Scold You...............

Or Starter Camping , I Too Stress And Pek Cek ( Especially This Year Kem Belia )

Then I Scold You.................

Now I Say Sorry To The Friend That I Got Scold You At This Year.............

Before This Year End , I Say Sorry To You...............

Next Year , We Forgot The Unhappy Things.............

Anyway , New Year Still Got Few Days Left............

I Maybe This Few Days Busy...............

Because Chinese Still 1 Month Few Days Left...........

Opening School Is Near..............

Maybe No Time To Update..........

But , If Got Time , I Will Update..........

SAYONARA !!!!!

YES !!!!!!

Happy Today !!!

Today Go To School To Take My PMR Result..........

Really Kan Ceong !!! The Teacher Late Coming.......=='''

Then I See They Result , The Teacher Call Me Take Result...........

I Sitting At There , Teacher Check My Hutang............=='''

After That , Teacehr Want Give Me Result , Kan Ceong............

I See Result , Yes !!! Not Fail !!! Happy !!!

Then I See Carefully...............

YES !!! I GOT A !!!!! SCIENCE GET A !!!!

Finally I Can Get One A !!!!! More Happy............xD

Result Is.........

A : Science

B : English And KH

C : BM , Geografi , Sejarah And Mathematic !!! ( Math And Sej C !!! )

D : Chinese

Disappointed , Chinese Get D.............

I Think Is Chinese Essay Is Out Of The Title...........TT

Anyway , I Tell My Mother , In Very Happy !!!

Hahahaha , Next Is Choose My Class...........

Dunno What I Going To Choose..............

Anyway , Now Is PARTY TIME !!!!

Tomorrow , The Days Of Result

Tomorrow Take PMR Result !!!

So Fast !! Yesterday I Tell My Mother............

She Say She Know Already...........=='''

I Thought She Don't Know...........

But , I Afraid I Will Fail My Math And Sej.............

My Result Hope Is..........

2A:Chinese And English

2B:Science And BM

2C:Geografi And KH

2D:Mathematic And Sejarah

If Cant , Hope Is...........

1A:Chinese

2B:Science And Enlish

3C:BM , Geografi And kh

2D:Mathematic And Sejarah

Hope Got A , And Don't Fail...............

After That , School Class.............

That Is Science And Sastera...........

Total Got 8 Class..............

Tomorrow , The Days Of Result

RC Nite !!!

Saturday Is RC Nite !!!

Its Awesome !!! But Because This Activity.........

I Cant Go My Best Friend Party.........TT

A Lot Of Performance Is Awesome , Especially The Kids Dance.........

This Year Also Disappointed , No Award We Get..........TT

This Activity Is Most Longest Activity............( Except Camp Lah !!! )

Until 11.30pm...........lol

I Tell My Kem Belia Ketua , Your Book Forgot To Bring..........

He Say , Ya Meh ?! Ok Later I Take...........

I Say I Forgot Bring............Hahahha

Then I Say , If You Not Going Next Year Camp Tutti

You Don't Take The Book..........Hahahah( A Lot Of Information About Camp )

Hahahaha.....So Bad..........

Michell , I Forgot Bring Her Kain Anduh ( Really Forgot !!! )

I Tell Her , She Say NVM ( She Always Say nvm )

Haiz..........Is Going To The End Of Form 3 BSMM Live..........

Next Year , Most Active , But Last Year Be Active...........

No !!!!! So Fast !!!!

Haiz , Who Say Me Form 2 Going BSMM..........

Form 1 Join Ok Lor..........TT

Now , Aim For Next Year BSMM !!!

Hope Next Year RC Nite Got Award !!!

I Am Back !!!

Sorry For Not Update Blog.........No Mood.........

This Few Days Is Ok...........

But , Is So Boring............=='''

Cant Play SA , Got Virus............

Then My Sister Say , Aiya , Play Only..........

But , Need to Reinstall...........

Yesterday , I Go To Belia Reunion..........

Few Member Come Only............=='''

Nvm , We Go Watch Movie..........

' The Chronicles Of Narnia : The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader '

Hahahahah !!! Happy !!! Good Movie !!!

Then Go Tuition..........Mathematic...........I Hate It !!!!

This Year Got A Lot Of Great Movie...............

This Year Most Movie I Had Watch............

Got..........

Iron Man 2 ( Not Good )

The A-Team ( Good , Funny )

Salt ( Great , I Like It , I Most Like De 3 Movie )

Child Eye ( Ok , I Watch 3D )

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow Part 1 ( I Most Like De 3 Movie )

The Chronicles Of Narnia : The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader ( I Most Like De 3 Movie )

Now I Want To Watch ' Tron Legacy '.................

Waiting ' HP7 Part 2 ' , And ' Pirates Of The Caribbean : On Strange Tale '

And ' Transformed : Dark Of The Moon '

This Few Day Watch Johnny Depp Movie

' Alice In Wonderland ' , ' Charlie And The Chocolate Factor '

' Pirates Of The Caribbean Serial '

Because , Nothing To Do !!!

After Few Day Is RC Nite !!!! Yes !!!!

Excited !!! Hope Can Fast Go RC Nite !!!

Kem Belia Ke 33 - ORANJE

Well , This Few Days Kem I Was So Excited...........

I Was Miss My Kem Belia , Group Friend..........

Day 1~~~

Morning Going To Wake Up At 5 AM.........

But When I Wake Up , OMG !!! 6 AM !!!!

6.30 Going To At There..........

Don't Think Too Much..........

Quickly Take Bag , Rush To The HQ..........

Lucky No Late........HeHe !!!

7 AM , First Modul Start !!!

After That , Going To Open Ceremony Kem Belia..........

Taking The Bus Go To Eco Village , Hulu Langat...........

2 Hours To Reach There.............

Then The Bus Cant Going Up.............So All People Use Walk............

When Reach There , Is Going To Making The Khemah...........

Then All Day Also Going To Run !!!!!

At Night , Is Eating Time !!!

Night De Ok Lah , But A Bit Boring.........

Then 4 AM , Time To Duty............

Sleepy But Also Need To Duty...........Until 6 AM...........

Then Don't Need Sleep , Because Is The Time To Wake Up............

Day 1 , We Are Number 6,7/10 ( Same With Other Team , Samba )

Day 2~~~

Senaman Pagi........Ok Lah , But A Bit Tried..........

Pehimpunan Pagi , Suddenly Kena Down 33 Times........

They Say , Seorang Sahaja !!! Kenapa Semua Keluar !!!

Then They Ikrar , OMG...........

Kena Down 33 TIme Again..........=='''

The Laporan Going To Make Me Crazy.........

Kena Marah Again , Because Write Something Wrong.............

But , It Work !!!! Hehe..........

Then Next Laporan Write ,No Comment...........

12 PM Check Laporan , Kem Kom Say All SU Write No Comment.........

=='''................Zai Dao !!!!!

Modul Is Fun And Good !!!

Untill Modul ' The A-Team '............Tarik Tali !!!

We All Thinking , Cant Win De ah !!!!

But , Our Team Win All Team !!!! Yes !!!!

Then EXCO Say , Oranje VS EXCO..........OMG !!!

Then 1 , 2, 3.........We All Become Superman / Superwomen............

Fly Away.........Hahahahah.......xD

Then Is Most Fun Modul In This Day , War Game !!!!!

EXCO Become Member , Not AJK !!!! Hahahahah !!!!

VAD 43 Become Enemy...........

Mission Is..........Protect Paper !!!!

But The Main Mission Is , Kena Kao Kao The EXCO !!!!

Too Powerul Liao.........Trow TaNah Lait , Tepung , Water...........

Last Want Is , EGG !!!!

To Protect The Paper , We Protect The EXCO First............

Becaus They Wear The Paper............

The Second Last The Place.........I Use Hand To Defend The Egg !!!!

PAIN !!!! Until Today Still Pain !!!!!

At Last , EXCO Kena Telur , By Us............Hahahah

And Trow She To The Kolam............

Night , Eating Time !!! Tender Got Liao !!!!

Yes !!! Finally Got Tender !!!! ( P/S : Tender Can Add Marks !!! )

Then B-team Pesident Say To Us..........Malam Hawaii Pun Nak Tender !!!!

Then , Malam Hawaii.............First Is Modul Henry Dunant !!!!!

20 Question , I Help My Team Get 3 Question.........

2 Correct , 1 Wrong..........Add 20 Marks !!!!!

Then Is, Sosial !!!!

I Too Like Sosial...........!!!

Night , Duty Time.........Cant Sleep Again........12AM..........

One Hour Go And Check..........

One More Hours , Find Place , SLEEP !!!

Too Tried.........2 AM , Someone Tell Go Base Keselamatan Liao............

I Wake Up , Go There , Check , Go Back My Khemah.........SLEEP !!!!

Then Got Member Tell Me An My Ketua.........( Me And Ketua Sleep Together )

4AM Only..........Then Sleep Few Minuted , Go And Kumpul Liao !!!!!

OMG , Not 4 am , IS 6AM !!!!

WEar The Shoe , Rush To There..........

Day 2 , We At Number 5

Day 3~~~

Is The Last Day Stay At Camp.........

Morning Same........10.30 , Latihan Kumpulan............

Ketua Is Very Very Stress And Pek Cek.........(I Can Feel )

11.30 , Juggle Trekking !!! Yes !!!!!

Then Go To There Very Hard !!!! Got Leech !!!

When We Reach The Waterfall , Check........OMG !!!

Left Leg Got 3 Leech , Right Leg Got 2 Leech...........

Then AJK Quick Use Salt , Then Use Leaf Jatuhkan Leech !!!

Then At The Waterfall , SU Kumpul , EXCO Want To Play WE All !!!

Then , Leech Again At My Left Leg.........EXCO Do The Same Thing.........

OMG !!! My Shoe !!!!! Sayonara.........

One Shoe Left.........T.T

Go Back Also One Shoe Only.........T.T

Then My Ketua Borrow Me The Shoe............Wear It

( Haiz......Always Like That De )

Reach To Eco Village.......... Commando Challenge !!!!

Ok Lah , Easy.........But The First Want Got A Lot Of Stone.........Pain !!!!

Good Job !!! My Team !!!!

Malam Kebudayaan , Ur Performance Is Great !!!

Then Blue Samurai Also Good !!!!

Then Play With EXCO !!!

Na Ne Na Na Ne Na Naaaaa!!!!!!

We All Say , AAAaaaaaaa !!!!

HAhahahah , Funny !!!

Then EXCO Do Sight Shut Up !!!!

Sad Song.........Oh No !!!!!

Sad Time Is Start !!!!! Too Fast Liao !!!!!

KumPul High School Member , Because Got Something To Say !!!!

We Say Something , ( Delete ).............( P/S : Cant Let All People Know ) !!!

Duty..........Cancel !!!!! Yeah !!!!!!

Day 3 , Number 5 !!!!

Day 4 , Last Day !!!

When Start Camping , I Will Stress Myself............

Especially Last Day............Last Battle !!!

But , I Was Too Stress , Do A Lot Wrong Thing !!!

When Team Test..........Ketua Tell Me Don't Afraid...........

So , Team Success !!!!

Last Eating With Friend........Free Go To There , Go to Here......

After Eat , Roboh Khemah !!!!

Then To Dewan To Give Award !!!!!

We Get Outstanding Team And The Best Team Test !!!!!!

But Cant get Top 3............

Ketua Is Sad , I Tell Him Don't Be Sad..........

But Myself Also Sad.............Very Sad...........

When Going Back To Bus...........We Are Back !!!!!

Playing , Joking , Eating..........Happy !!!!!!

But 2 Hours To HQ , I Sleep Liao , Can Tahan Liao !!!!

I Wake Up Few Second , I See All People At Bus Sleep Liao.........

Except Bus Driver Lah !!!!!

Reach HQ , Give Back Beg , Give Thing ( Hamper )

Bye Bye !!!! The Camp Is End...........So Fast...........

I Going Back To Home , Ketua Send Me A SMS.............

He Say Thank You , Sorry He Is Not A Good ' Sample '...............Bla Bla Bla

i Say At FB ,Sorry..............Anything Lah............

Last Day , Number 4 !!!!

This Camp Is Best Kem That I Have Going.............

But Also Is The Most Stress Camp That I Have Going..........

Kem Belia Is Good.........

Got Happy , Sad , Marah , Pain.............

Sir Say , Boy Is Thinking Scout , PKBM Is Better That BSMM.........

But BSMM Is Good , Camping , Leadership...........Every Day Team Member Meeting.........

Know Bertanggungjawab , Berdikari.............

YES !!! If Me , BSMM Is The Best...........

I Have Join A Lot Of Unit Uniform.........

This Is The Best Unit Uniform That I Join !!!!

Very Disappointed

Why !! Why !! Why !!

Why Again Doing Same Mistake !!!

That Is Simpul 8 , Why I Ikat Until Overhead !!!

Why !!! Laporan SU Kena Marah Already..........

Why !!! Rawatan PC Learn Many Time Already , Still Can Do Wrong........

Still Can Do The Same Mistake..........

Kawat Bunga Do Wrong Things.........

Very Pek Cek !!!

I Try Very Hard Already , Still Cant Help Ketua Get Top 3..........

Ketua Is Very Disappointed When Know He Cant Get Top 3..........

Why I Will Stress Myself...........When Started Camp.........

Too Stress , Making My Vision Not Clear..........

My Mind , My Mood Will Be Affect When I Was Stress..........

Until Cant Cotrol Myself..........

Haiz , I Am Very Disappointed About Myself............

This Few Day Not Going To Online , For Kem Belia !!!!!!

Happy Day !!!!

Today No Meeting..........

Petty Happy !! Because No Need Wake Up So Early..........

Today Watching ' Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow '..........

Go To There , So Many People..........

Almost People Say , Going To Watch ' Skyline '...........

Or Not Is Harry Potter...........

When I Going With My Sister............

OMG !!! Full !!!

Luckily We Using Booking...........^^

The Harry Potter Is Very Very Very Nice !!!

But , A Lot Of Characters Death.........TT

Still Need To Wait Part 2.............

Haiz........So Fast Going To End My Wizard Dream.............

Then , Kem Belia Is Very Near Already.........

Is Time Keep My Movie Dream..........

Focus To Kem Belia First...........

3 Days Left...........

Challenge is by choice,Failure is only when you stop trying!!

Happy Day !!!!

Today No Meeting..........

Petty Happy !! Because No Need Wake Up So Early..........

Today Watching ' Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow '..........

Go To There , So Many People..........

Almost People Say , Going To Watch ' Skyline '...........

Or Not Is Harry Potter...........

When I Going With My Sister............

OMG !!! Full !!!

Luckily We Using Booking...........^^

The Harry Potter Is Very Very Very Nice !!!

But , A Lot Of Characters Death.........TT

Still Need To Wait Part 2.............

Haiz........So Fast Going To End My Wizard Dream.............

Then , Kem Belia Is Very Near Already.........

Is Time Keep My Movie Dream..........

Focus To Kem Belia First...........

3 Days Left...........

Challenge is by choice,Failure is only when you stop trying!!

Pek Cek + Busy + Stress +Tried............

This Few Days Very Busy ,

Very Stress , Very Tried And Very Pek Cek........

This Few Also Cant Sleep Well.........

Because To Prepare The Kem Belia.........

Do The Buku Laporan SU..........

Stress Until Going To Crazy........

Because Kem Belia Still Got 4 Days Left.........

Performance , Kawat Bunga Need To Prepare..........

Stress + Pek Cek + Tried...........

Busy..........

Busy For SU Thing.........

Busy For Performance........

Busy For Laporan..........

Busy For Tender........

Pek Cek..........

Pek Cek Because Member Always Not Coming Meeting..........

Pek Cek Because My SU Thing Not Very Good............

Pek Cek Because Kem Belia Got Few Days Only.............

Stress..........

Stress To My Rawatan PC........

Stress To My Kawat Kaki........

Stress To My Ikatan........

Stress To My Stamina...........

Tried..........

Tried Because Didn't Get Well Sleep...........

Tried Because SU Things..........

Tried Because Kawat Kaki Not Perfect..........

This Few Days..........

Pek Cek + Busy + Stress +Tried............

Taklimat 2.........@.@

Today Is Taklimat 2...........

Morning Kena Saman..........( I Hate It )

Then Today Perhimpunan Pagi..........

We Got 4 Member From My Team..........

Hahahah.........XD

Then Today We Shout Tepukan Plus Sorakan.........

Maybe Our Team Member Not Hafar Yet , Not Good...........

Then , They Tuip To Call All SU............

I Was Think , OMG !!!

Only Me Is Boys !?

Going To Pengsan.............x.x

Then I Didt Do Finish Buku Laporan SU............

Because No Idea.........( No Any Idea )

Persembahan , Sir And The Encik Cik Very Happy...........

Laughing Like Crazy...........

Sir Say Ok , We Happy A Day...........

Hahahahah.....xD

Rawatan PC And Kawat Berbunga Is The Next Challenge !!!!

PC , 20 minits Only , Kawat Berbunga , Must GOOD !!!

Kem Belia Ke-32 , One Week Left !!!

Challenge Is By Choice , Failure Is Only When You STOP TRYING !!!!

Remember !!!!

Stop Trying = Failure !!!

I Am So Useless.......

Why ?! Why ?! Why ?!

Why Always Like That..........

Always Forgot Things.........

Just A Simple Thing..........

Why I Will Always Forgot........

Then The Laporan SU Also Forgot Give.........

Vincent , Vincent , Vincent.........

What The Hell You Are Doing........!!!

Today Kawat Also Making A Lot Mistake............

Little Thing Also Can Forgot , Do Wrong.............

Kem Belia Still Got One Week Only...........

I Am So Useless!!!!!

Why I Love BSMM.......??

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain"

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain"

"She'll Be Coming Around The Mountain When She Come"

"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"

"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"

"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"

"Yipee Yaya Yipee Yipee Ya"

This Is The Sosial I Most Remember , Most Like........

When I Was Form 2........

I Join BSMM........

At Firstly I Was Not Really Like BSMM........

Because I Think BSMM Is Not Better That ST.John

But , When Got One Activities Is Call MPAB From BK.......

That Time , I Was Feel BSMM Are Very Friendly , Very Warm........

Because When I Was Form 1 , I Join Other Unit Uniform..........

They Make Me Feel , Not Very Good , And Someone Are Sombong.......

When I Was Going Kem Belia Ke-32........

My PC Not Good , But They Teach Me In Kindly.........

When Start Camping , I Was Say , OMG !!!

Because It Was Very " Gempah "........

Sir Always Remember Me.........( I Don't Know Why )

He Was So Kind........

I Forever Remember Malam Ketiga........

Make Us Cry , Making Us Always Remember This Time........

When I Was Form 2........

I Friend Say Why Don't What " Bla Bla Bla " Uniform.........

He Say BSMM Kawat Kaki Not Good........

They Unit Strong , Bla Bla Bla........

But , I Love BSMM Sosial.........

I Love BSMM Rawatan PC........

I Love BSMM Camping..........

This Unit Can Say Is My Most Longest Unit That I Join........

Because , I Was Found I Right Unit........

The Unit Can Make Me Forever Love This Unit..........

Can Make Me , Not Going To Leave This Unit........

I LOVE RC , RED CRESCENT !!!!!!!!!

Suddenly.....!!!

Today It Just A Team Meeting........

Suddenly !!! Our SU , Charu Are Not Coming Yet........( Setiausaha )

We Also Don't Know How To Do.........

Because Need To Write Laporan Harian..........

Nvm.......We Start Meeting First.........

After Few Minuted , We Have A Shock New.........

Charu Is Going Back To B-Team Again........

So , Our Team Is Losing A SU , Need To Think A New SU..........

Suddenly !!! My Ketua And Fasilator Look At Me............

Ketua Say , You Can Be SU Or Not ?

My Mind Thinking , OMG !!!!

I Didn't Have Any Experience About SU..........

But I Say.........Ok........

But......Today I Was Write My First SU Laporan...........

I Am Pek Cek , Crazy............

Because , Got A Lot Of Think Need To Write............

But I Don't Know How To Do...........

So I Ask My Ketua...........

But I Was Know I Write Wrong Things..........

OMG !!!...........Pengsan...........

Very Pek Cek Because I Don't Know How To Do.............

Until I Write Wrong Pengsan At Facebook..........

But This Is Only The Start...........

Still Got Kem , Laporan Harian , Laporan Modul.............

But Maybe I Just Now Be SU..........

So I Will Like That.........

Haiz...........Now , Worried About Kem.........

Worried If My Laporan Not Good........

Will Tolak Markah...............

Go Go Orange !!!

My Kem Belia Team Is.............Orange !!!

But I Am Not The Ketua Or Penolong........

Just A Member Of My Team.........

Disappointed........Cant Get Ketua Or Penolong...........

The Ketua , Penolong And Setiausaha Is Too...........Powerful......=='''

But Today , I Lafaz Ikrar Ay HQ.........

Wow........ Luckily I Am Not Forgot..........xD

But I Thinking Back..........

When I Was Be Penolong At Camp Tutti...........

I Very Pek Cek...........Until Almost Going To Crazy...........

Maybe I Was Too Early To Get High Jawatan...........

Until Cannot Control Myself..........

They Are More Experience...........

It Is Disappointed , But I Still Got Time........

Because They Are Form 4 , Maybe Is They Last Camp.........

So , I Give Her As Penolong.........Without Protest...........

Our Sorakan Is Cute..........

It Is ' Kami Bukan Orang Gay , Kami Orange '

Cute And Good , Tepukan Also Good..........^^

But , I Am Going To Crazy This Month...........

Because Still Got 1 Week Is Taklimat 2..........

Next Next Week Is Kem Belia...........( So Fast !!! )

I Am Going To Remember , Doing Something............

Kem Belia 14 Days Left !!!

( Ah !!!! So Fast )

Next Week Going To Done Performance , Name Tag , Bendera........

Bla Bla Bla............(OMG !! Pengsan........xp )

Going To Get Ready..............

To My Performance , PC , Kawat , Sosial..........

Most Important Is................My Stamina..........xD

Maybe I am Not Update Blog For Few Week..........

To Ready My Kem...........

So.........Sayonara !!!!

( P/S : My Computer Chinese Input Was Deleted By My Sister )

最近没事发生。。。

不过有关于Kem Belia 33的事。。。

我会写的哦。。。

这一天，让我深刻。。。

今天原本是Kem Belia的Talimat 1。。。

不过，因为Depavalli而取消。。。

所以在学校Meeting。。。

一大早就Perhipunan Pagi。。。

今天呢，没比上一次Meeting惨。。。

不过，到现在还在脚痛。。。

还要要考试。。。TT

他们问一些很废的问题。。。

一些就有一点难。。。

到Ex-Ketua问了。。。

当我的Ex-Ketua讲，我是什么Jawatan。。。

我就回答。。。

KS 2:Latihan Dan Sosial。。。

他问，主要工作是什么。。。

我就回答,让人开心。。。

当他问，你有做到吗？？

我顿时不会回答。。。

因为，我也不清楚。。。

（一些废话割掉。。。xD)

他问，你去Kem时，你有为校争光吗？？

我说有，在那时Kem Tutti时Ketua有称赞我。。。

他问，你你那时候是什么Post。。。

我说,Penolong Ketua。。。

（一些废话割掉。。。xD）

他跟我说，你想要做Ketua吗？？

我说，想。。。

他又说,你有尊重人吗。。。

我说，有，不过一时。。。

他又跟我说，你想就要尊重人。。。

人才会尊重你。。。

也要对自己有信心。。。

他问我Kem Belia 33 Theme是什么。。。

我就回答。。。（太长了，懒的写)

他问我，我是Failure还是Successor 。。。

我说是Failure。。。

他问为什么。。。

我说因为在Kem Tutti时没有拿Top 3。。。（也就是前三名）

他问我，赢，对我来说重要吗？？

我说并不是全部。。。

他说，为什么你说你是Failure。。。

我，顿时无法回答。。。

他也知道我没信心。。。

他也叫我好好想。。。

就叫我回去了

我想，他也是知道我没信心。。。

他问这些，是为了帮着我。。。

我，可能真的太没自信了。。。

现在的Ketua看得出我没自信。。。

像上次B-Team的事。。。

也是因为我没自信。。。

而没加入。。。

唯有找Ex-Ketua咯。。。

嗨，我真的是太没自信了。。。

看来是时候想一想，改一改了。。。

这一天，让我深刻。。。

I Miss You。。。

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it ok

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it ok

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

All the words I need to hear will always get me through

The day and make it ok

I miss you

妳。。。能听见吗？？

我现在。。。很想念妳。。。

。。。长大。。。

讲真的。。。

我真的不想长大。。。

长大，会变很多。。。

变坏，变叛逆。。。

会有很多事烦。。。

为爱情烦。。。

为钱烦。。。

但是。。。

长大期间。。。

你会理财。。。

你会体谅父母。。。

你会独立。。。

最重要是。。。

你会珍惜友情。。。

长大，到底是好还是坏。。。

。。。期待加等待。。。

昨天刚刚从Kampung。。。

没时间Update。。。

蛮爽的。。。^^

现在呢，处于等待状态。。。

等待Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallow播放。。。

等待2010年的出现。。。

等待Form 4的出现。。。

等待做工。。。(Part-Time啦）

还有很多。。。

星期六就是Kem Belia Ke-33的Taklimat 1咯。。。

超期待那天的来临。。。

去年Kem Belia拿Latihan&Sosial。。。

今年Kem Tutti拿Penolong Ketua。。。

今年Kem Belia，要拿Ketua。。。=='''

如果有人比我厉害。。。（像在学校是Ketua)

我会让步的。。。^^

不懂我做得到吗。。。=='''

Kem Belia 33的主题，世界杯。。。=='''

主题歌，Waving Flag。。。=='''

又是世界杯。。。=='''

困扰的爱。。。

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

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对你的痴心。。。

不懂你知道吗？？？

要不要对你说‘我爱你’

我在想。。。

要是妳知道。。。

我怕我会伤到自己。。。

因为，我怕妳不想接受我。。。

但是，我不说。。。

你会永远不知道。。。

每次听见。。。

你和谁逛街。。。

我听了，很怕。。。

很怕妳被抢走。。。

嗨。。。

说，不说。。。

还在想。。。

爱，真的是困扰。。。

对她的爱，越来越深

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they’re not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There’s not a thing that I would change

Cause you’re amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you’re amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she’d let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you’re searching for

Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There’s not a thing that I would change

Cause you’re amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you’re amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you’re amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There’s not a thing that I would change

Cause you’re amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you’re amazing

Just the way you are

我对她的爱。。。

真的越来越深了。。。

爱到，无法自拔。。。

她，不知道。。。

以前我跟她说。。。

我在跟她开玩笑。。。

但是。。。

现在是真的。。。

怎么办。。。

她的竞争力很强。。。

说，怕她拒绝。。。

会伤到自己。。。

不说，可能被人抢掉。。。

我会很后悔。。。

嗨。。。

这个问题。。。

我想了很久。。。

到底。。。

说还是不说。。。

闷闷闷。。。

PMR完了。。。

可以玩，不来学校。。。

也可以。。。

不过也跟无聊了。。。

天天玩SA，Facebook。。。

也sien了。。。

不知道要做什么。。。

还好有Tuition。。。

不然的话。。。

闷死了。。。

拜五要回家乡咯。。。

爽。。。^^

不过也就是不能去Jumbara Halloween。。。

嗨。。。

不过很久没回家乡了。。。

开心。。。^^

Kem Belia我来咯！！！

Yeah !!!!

Kem Belia Ke-33要来咯！！！

这次我要拿Ketua的位置。。。

当然如果有人比我更厉害。。。

我当然要让啦。。。

Leader，不好做。。。

忙这忙那。。。

不懂我做的来吗。。。^^

我最近喜欢一位日本歌手。。。

叫Nana Mizuki。。。

她的歌很好听。。。

我也有放在blog里。。。

现在。。。

我是超期待Kem Belia的来临。。。

Kem Belia。。。

我来咯！！！

去？？不去？？

去？？不去？？

这几天还在困扰我。。。

很想去。。。

但是又担心钱的问题。。。

虽然是所有活动折扣50%。。。

但是时间也是个问题。。。

又怕因为体力不好。。。

而连累大家。。。

嗨。。。

怎么办呀。。。

头痛。。。

。。。。。。

昨天很忙。。。

没有Update Blog。。。

不好意思啦。。。

。。昨天。。

昨天。。。

和四州和昌靖去看戏。。。

看‘童眼 3D‘。。。

不能算是很恐怖啦。。。

不过被其中一幕吓到。。。=='''

不过蛮好看的。。。^^

然后去Old Town吃。。。

不过我要去Delta补习。。。

结果我没去。。。

。。今天。。

今天去学校。。。

去学校的旅行团。。。

Petrosains。。。！！

第一次去Petrosains。。。

玩到忘记拍照。。。=='''

因为，太好玩了。。。

然后去Komplek Kraf Tangan。。。

闷到不得了。。。

回到家后。。。

嘿嘿。。。

Astro B.yond来咯。。。

晚上本来只是看电视机罢了。。。

结果就买了。。。=='''

Yeah !!!

明天不用去学校咯。。。

爽啊！！！^^

烦啊。。。

B-Team。。。

烦着我。。。

我很想加入。。。

但是钱财，自由。。。

会损失。。。

加入，不加入。。。

搞得我没心情。。。

写BLOG。。。

抉择。。。

BSMM的B-Team。。。

证明Form 3活跃的举动。。。

证明你很爱BSMM的举动。。。

我很活跃。。。

也很爱BSMM。。。

我也想加入B-Team。。。

早上，善生和四辉问我。。。

要不要加入B-Team。。。

我本来想讲要。。。

想一想。。。

我说我不知道。。。

因为。。。

我过不了。。。

过不了自己的心理障碍。。。

也怕我会害到大家。。。

爸妈不懂会不会反对。。。

因为。。。

我怕水。。。

和我的Stamina不好。。。

我的PC不是很好。。。

听说进B-Team Stamina要好。。。

我怕我需要大家帮忙。。。

我每次只会越帮越忙。。。

但是。。。

我真的很想加入。。。

Form 3才可以去。。。

快没机会了。。。

B-Team。。。

去还是不去。。。

第一次。。。

早上还书时。。。

因为我不见Moral书。。。

我不知道多少钱。。。

去那边问多少钱。。。

老师算完时。。。

老师说RM18.40。。。

WALAU A !!!

老师说Moral RM16.40。。。

没包书RM4.00。。。

我问为什么酱贵。。。

老师说一本书没包RM0.50！！！

因为她说他们SPBT的人包了。。。

我们弄坏的。。。

WALAU A !!!

我拿的时候7，8本没包。。。

还说包了！！！

真是气死！！！

下课后。。。

我的朋友要去朋友家。。。

我想想。。。

算了，Ponteng去他家算了。。。

一路上我都很紧张，很怕。。。

因为我第一次Ponteng。。。=='''

去到他家。。。

看鬼戏。。。=='''

玩Dota , SDO ,PSP。。。

回学校时，一只狗吠我们。。。

吓到了。。。XD

今天，第一次酱气，第一次Ponteng

Yeah !!!!!!

PMR完咯！！！

现在可以玩咯！！！

开心到无法形容！！！

我也应该在下个礼拜。。。

和朋友看戏。。。

去看‘童眼’。。。

学校？！

我也应该一时来。。。

一是不来。。。

妈妈还说可以呢！！！^^

11月和朋友看‘Harry Potter 7’。。。

12月和朋友看‘Navria'。。。^^

成绩？！

12月先把.。。。

今天真的是。。。

超开心！！！

再见。。。

Yeah。。。！！

要跟PMR说声再见咯。。。！！

但是现在要先跟电脑说声再见。。。T.T

没关系啦。。。！！

PMR比用电脑更重要嘛。。。

现在要跟PMR迎战咯。。。！！

害怕我的数学不及格。。。！！

我的目标是

1A,2B,3C,2D。。。

不过没有不及格我就很开心了。。。！！！

PMR,SPM跟STPM考生加油哦！！！

在此，我要恭祝大家。。。

中秋节快乐！！！

PMR后见咯。。。！！！

再见咯！！！^^

。。。给她的一首歌。。。

昨天晚上。。。

心又被爱刺伤。。。

我只想把这首歌献给她。。。

神木与瞳：宽恕

面对面走着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说的那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说的那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

以后。。。

无论你爱谁。。。

我还是永远爱你。。。

From。。。被刺伤的寂寞男孩

Sien ah !!!

两个礼拜的假期。。。

真的有够Sien。。。

不是戏。。。

就是玩Facebook。。。

不是玩Facebook。。。

就是玩SA。。。

有够Sien。。。

我宁愿上课。。。

也不要假期。。。

T.T

今天在Facebook。。。

看见他们post了MP BK的照片。。。

我说Jackson很认真。。。

Ketua说Jackson长大了。。。

我就说他有时认真。。。

有时顽皮。。。

结果他说大家一样。。。

有时认真，有时顽皮。。。

我也很同意。。。

只不过。。。

Form 3的变得更顽皮。。。

Form 4的跟认真。。。（一时时罢了=='''）

Form2没变。。。

对了。。。

PMR要到了。。。

我会越来越少写blog。。。

因为三个礼拜就到PMR了。。。

我要加油+温习一番。。。

PMR考生们加油哦。。。